I feel like I've been kicked in the ass again. Lol, sometimes I dunno whether I've brought it on to myself or that some people are just being asses. Meh, both are possibilities. I won't deny that. Taking a break once a while is great, but everytime I come back it feels like I've been severely backhanded. I guess I deserve that to some extent.

Do we become more cynical as we get older? Or is it just me? Regardless. A lot of things has changed since the flow of time. You either ride with it or you let it slide by. A lot of what you will believe in will change in time, I have divorced drawing, but heck...gonna work on it again some day. Sometimes you're convinced your doing everything in your power to help create something better but it turns out that you've just dug your own grave. Perhaps one should never play "prince" and save the world a whole lot of trouble by not caring at all. Is that caring or is it ego? Sometimes even I can't tell apart the difference.

Well, one last word for tonight (and I doubt any of you will read it anyways), whatever passion you have for something, hold it dear. Once it dies, you'll just end up as sad and pathetic as I am. Protect that spark that makes what you do special. Once that's gone, it might be too late to get it back.

*Slowly disconnecting brain* Find happiness in a 9 to 5 work...wow.